Sketching figures every day

Reading every day as well; today i finished Against Nature, the same book Dorian Gray was inspired by and evidently Oscar Wylde.

I want to gather money and go to the Greek fine art school after my army service, and because i want to prove my worth, ill do so without lessons, so i sketch sketch sketch, with charcoal pastel and pencil, i paint paint paint, with watercolour and acrylic, and because i must, i read read read, of philosophy, literature and poetry. 

I also sleep sleep sleep, because i have no fixed schedule.

and i cannot avoid the interwebs try as i must, it is the greatest free drug in the world, and i envy the generations before us that were not caught in its web of instant entertainment. 

And now i leave you with a quote from Soren Kierkegaard:

" If there were no eternal consciousness in a man ,

 if at the bottom of everything there were only a wild ferment.

 a power that twisting in dark passions produced everything great or inconsequential

 if an unfathomable, insatiable emptiness lay hid beneath everything,

 what would life be but despair?"